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The first time I saw the film, I convinced myself I didn\u2019t like it. Now it\u2019s one of my favourites<\/p>\n

I was 14 years old the first time I\u00a0saw two men kiss on screen. It was 2006, and my mum had rented Brokeback Mountain from our local Blockbuster. She said it was a \u201cspecial\u201d movie night for \u201cjust the two of us\u201d.<\/p>\n

For the next 134 minutes, I watched two sheep herders, Ennis Del Mar (Heath Ledger) and Jack Twist (Jake\u00a0Gyllenhaal), fall in love in the beautiful Wyoming countryside, only for that love to be suffocated by rigid expectations of masculinity and self-contempt. The film culminates in Jack\u2019s untimely death, and alludes to the possibility that he was the victim of a vicious homophobic hate crime.<\/p>\n

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